STATES!!

WE ARE GOING TO STATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GREAT START TO A GOOD WEEKEND THAT I HAVE NEEDED ALL WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope

please dont do anything stupid! im worried about you i truley am! even if you dont believe it i love you like a brother your my true best friend! you can make it thru this! you deserved better from the beggining but you wouldnt listen to me! its their loss you can make it thru! i promise!

Change

So muchh for the calmed down thing! but everything is ok im letting things brush off my shoulders and livin my life to the fullest! its the only way i will keep myself from goin crazy... its ok that all in one moment things go from good to bad... but "I find God the most when everything is falling apart..." i dont know where i would be without my church to save me eveytime i fall...

Calm Waters

Well things have calmed down for me! thank goodness! but for everyone else around me not sooo much!! y cant life just be easy? im ready for everything to calm down!!! even tho i dont think thats possible! but i can always pray and hope right!?! well after last night i have learned venting helps SOOOO muchhh!!! soo who knows what will be up here now! butt anywayss life is finally becoming good agin! :)

Vent Sesh!

WTF im sick of this crap! why do i get blamed for stuff that i never did!!!! but you wont take blame for ANYTHING you do wrong of course not!!!! ughhhh i can even explain how POed i am right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and if my good reason is good enough for you think how i felt when u did that same crap to me! and on top of it i put up with soo much crap from you! yeah i know you have too but im done 2 years of trying im done! and you think it happened over night NO WAY this has been goin on for a couple of weeks but i dropped it cause i didnt want to change but forcing stuff isnt right in a relationship but i guess to you it is cause ur getting pissed at me over nothing!!! and its not like you had a good freakin reason for doin what you did either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i try to set things up or ask to do something and you dont listen you dont try THEN Y SHOULD I?!?!!? every single time something just happened to pop up rly! BS im done im not turnning back now! mabe we can still be friends if you would take a second to stop flippin at me and relize i did this for the best then mabe we can get around this and be friends but if not i hope you have a great life!

Hurt and Love

Everybody hurts just a little too much, Everybody hurts but its never enough, Its wonderful to fall, lets love and risk it all, even if it hurts a little too much. I'd rather love just a little too much.

done.

upset.. is an understatement about how i feel right now.............. im done... i dont know what to do anymore

life...

wow... can my life get any harder?
oh wait of course cause it will as soon as i have to tell someone i cant do something rly important... y cant life just work out and be a little easier.. it would really help...

FOF

FOF was inspiring!! i love Laney FCA!!